it's been a long time, a long time

i made a tumblr the other day but too shy to post anything on there hahaha.

today i began a regimen to lose 8-10 pounds by the spring semester (february). one of my friends CC has a crazy diet/lifestyle, eating only one big meal (i call it a feast) per day and does martial arts for exercise? he is about the same size as i am, kind of depressing!

i put on a lot of weight since high school - not exactly all that "freshman 15" stuff but i have definitely gotten lazy... i used to be very active and really healthy.

trying to clean up my act and lifestyle...

• eat smaller meals/portions, eat more often and on time
• cut down on coffee, and if drinking coffee, no whipped cream/heavy creams and less sugar
• exploring the world of tea instead!
• try to sleep regularly, which means less procrastinating
• no more candy!
• try not to eat too late
• clean out my closet of clothes i don't need or wear
• for exercise, learn kpop dances with GM
• skincare!! i have been slacking
• retainer... i have been majorly slacking
• drawing, i haven't finished my commission from four months ago
• and i should build my portfolio

so many things to do, so little time! there are less than 5 weeks left in the semester??

New Start

I've been meaning to start a "fashion" blog for the beginning of the new school year.

I've never been very fashionable, and I've started realizing that finding your own style is part of growing up.

So, here goes...

Random day last week:

random gray tank, parallel high waisted navy skirt, wet seal mustard cardigan, target black tights, gmarket plastic glasses necklace.

I returned the leather jacket I bought from PacSun because my mom had found a cooler one for me...

Bernado Collection faux leather jacket, gmarket headphones necklace (cut off)

What I wore to go shopping:

tan striped collared shirt-dress, forever21 frilly skirt, target black tights, gmarket headphones necklace

This is so embarrassing and makes me want to crawl into a hole! For now I am too scared to post on Chictopia or lookbook, so these are a test. It's a start. Hopefully I will grow...

why do we always like/want what is no good for us.

drugs, sex, alcohol, junk food, and sometimes love...

i've been wanting to clean up/organize my room back at home for some time. i'm moving back home in about two weeks because the school year's coming to an end. but... i always get distracted! these cute photos help keep me motivated~

i'm really really in love with white. i wish my walls were white, but my walls are a pretty dull pale blue, which makes my room feel really small/messy. i love te clean crisp feel of the white in these photos.